if home is where the heart is,
when my heart is with you.
are you home?

october is gone and november is finally here.
there isn't anything much to look forward to.
i'm not exactly looking forward to christmas either.
i don't feel the christmas spirit.
even if its this close to christmas.
i'm not like;
OMG! CHRISTMAS IS COMING! OMGOMGOMG!
no.
no urge to do that at all.
don't feel like planning for it.
don't feel like buying presents for it.
don't feel much about it.
maybe cause i feel that there is going to be nothing special for christmas.
and can someone not be egoistic cause my friend thinks that i'm not happy cause he won't be here for christmas.
maybe.
haha.
maybe when i start baking then i'll feel more excited about christmas.

on a more exciting note.
my birthday is coming!
my birthday is coming!
i think its 6 more days.
or is it 5?
i'm too lazy to count.
all i know is that its coming!
wednesday is going to be a special day.
thursday is going to be a special day too cause its the brithday of my darling prince!
and friday is going to be special too!
we're going to bake a cake together.
for ourselves.
and i think its really meaningful.
to celebrate your birthday you've known for so long and so well.
doing something together.
yummy chocolate cake, here we come!
don't worry church people, you'll have some i guess.
if my darling prince doesn't finish everything, you'll have some too.

i'm damn tired.
but i think i had it easy at work yesterday.
i think.
i hope.
my amazing one was having a ball of a time.
but i think she's going to be tired shit soon.
i'm going to work with her later.
Lord help me.

i'll blog again later.
i really want to sleep.
barely have 4 hours of sleep.
so yeah.
if i don't want to die.
i should sleep.